Down here at this level of feeling poorly, its pretty dang dark. Its lonely. Its frustrating and it just plain and simply sucks. I know...Im supposed to be smiling and encouraging others, right? Well Im not. Im crying -not cute little sniffles either. In fact Im not sure if my pillow is soaked in tears or snot (most likely both) and I really dont care enough to find out. Im laying in the fetal position on the couch in horrible pain from this migraine that has taken over my brain for over four years now, while passing my second kidney stone since yesterday afternoon. Ive thrown up all day (I know, gross...but an everyday reality in our house) and am just...sad. Id love a few moments of relief from this beast inside my body, which eats and destroys me piece by piece, swallowing my sanity and stealing my peace. I dont want an ounce of sympathy, but Id love some prayers. Theyre free and much needed right now.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 01:47:17 +0000
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