During meditation today I experienced a brief moment of bliss, I just felt absolutely elated. Its the first time I felt that way since mom died. But then I remembered that mom had died and my heart sank. Thats when I realized that just as it is impossible to hold on to someones life, it is equally as stupid to try to hang on to their death. It is the way of our world to move forward and I want to flow with the tide not against it. I want to accept her death. But it will be hard. I think of her during so many every day moments, like when I smell mint, or sing a song. I hug her old clothes that I have hanging in my closet and everyday they smell a little less like her. The human experience is beautiful in all ways, but so powerfully heartbreaking as well.
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 20:25:08 +0000
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