Each day is a chance for a new beginning... a poem by ELK (allrights reserved., a poem by ELK (all rights reserved)\ =================================================== Each day is a chance for a new beginning... so says 1 of 4 survivors from a plan crash in Cali, Columbia who spoke on Weather Channel in a special about airline disasters My captain you have been on my mind a lot this week and I guess that is my message to you because I am ready for us to resolve our issues I am supposed to be going to a law conference in Hilton Head in February and depending on how I can get my schedule which does tend to get filled up I want us to go to mediation and talk in person with the mediator present and work our issues out I think I will be able to get to Florida for a day or two after the conference depending on the weather and road conditions If we are able to do that we can sign a release because I do not really want to sue you anymore than I would want to testify against you though you should apologize for the knife brandishing because you know deep down that was a horrible thing to do to me and it also haunts me But I do feel that you treated me poorly and unfairly and that the gaslighting of me was wrong The more I learn from Sister Annette about how you feel about me I wonder how you could marry someone who is not me Apparently we both were talking about having babies together and being married and having a happy and long life together as soulmates, parents and spouses You even were talking about how we would have the most beautiful babies in the world as even I think our babies would be gorgeous and I want us to have a healthy and athletic and smart boy and a girl I think our babies would be smart and artistic, mechanical, athletic, analytical, and also would enjoy sports of all kinds as well as music and writing But we really need to talk about the knife brandishing and our feelings because one should not give up on their soulmate and life love only because of their race and obsolete thinking that your family/ friends would really care if you married and had a family with someone white I am not gonna lie that there are cultural differences but I have lived in a multicultural world pretty much all of my life I grew up living in a mainly minority area but when one gets to going to piano lessons and gifted talented classes you are the only black person or one of a few persons of color in the room as sometimes I was the only black person there and sometimes there might be a few blacks, a few asian kids and every once in awhile someone hispanic Everyone was themselves who lived or came from their culture but also dealt with other cultures as being multicultural is my normal and I think that is a reason why I have never really wanted to marry someone like me exactly as I always saw me in a multicultural marriage with multi-ethnic children I am not expecting you to stop being white and I love you for yourself But please try to understand that I am sick of being put in bad positions and losing out on marriage with who I should be marrying only because of my race being black or African American... ============================ I also want to tackle head on why I outed our relationship and made a police report of the knife brandishing I am a pretty laid back person who is not judgmental however I do not go for someone trapping me in their lies or lying on me I had asked you for about 2 months to come clean to your former best friend and his daughter because that would be the right thing to do I made a police report because you tried to gaslight me telling me that the knife brandishing never happened where we both knew full well that it did occur as I was expecting you to apologize because Sister Annette had told me you indicated you would apologize to me I also knew they probably would not prosecute you because I did not call as you were flipping out and pulling out the knife but at the same time when you lied about what happened I did need to make a police report to refute your lies that you knew were lies which you were telling to make me look bad and to make me seem like a crazy where you knew I was being truthful I am not really someone who judges someone elses lifestyle choices to much but I am someone who will act if I am being lied on wrongly or if I am wrongly trapped in someone elses lies to clear my name and let the person who is doing the wrong face it themselves No one is perfect and I respect that But at the same time, you made the choice to mislead me when we met and you told me you were free and available broken up with your ex for 3 years You should not hold it against me that I did not want to participate in your lies to others who seemed good like me too as for the loss of your now former best friend--- you apparently had been lying to him long before I came alone/along.and while that is your business when you involved me in your lies where I had gotten involved with you telling me you were free, single and available and were offering me a real relationship---- you put me in a position where I had to act at some point if you were not gonna do that ========================= Well I hope you get some courage because clearly we are soulmates who do belong together if you want that But I am the sort of person who needs to feel dignity in a relationship and your lying and putting me in those lies are why there was me acting But I would like for us to talk in person and do a release I feel that I owe myself that ========================= I am getting sleepy and just played with my cat Baba rolling But I have been thinking I do not want to sue you so we hope that we can talk with our in a civil manner with a mediator present I feel like once we talk in person i will be ok because there is no one set answer but I have to deal with that so I deal. So I hope we can talk it out in a room and I think that will give me internal peace overall But at the same time I as a lawyer and am trained to look at all eventualities
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 05:52:57 +0000
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