Each week I am going to be talking about a different topic to do with Abilities etc. I would love for you all to join in and share some of your experiences. FIRST SIGNS OF OPENING UP. Mine started with me feeling very odd, like I didnt belong anywhere any more. Symptoms of major depression ( I put it all down to Grief as I had just lost a very close loved one ) but every day I got worse and continued to go down hill. I cut myself off from every one and every thing, I had suicidal thoughts, I just didnt feel myself and then I started seeing people I knew had passed, I saw them like they were actually right in front of me, this was very scary and I couldnt speak to any one about it, fear of judgement, fear of being committed like my Grand Mother was, so I kept quiet and tried/hoped it would all pass, it didnt, it got worse, more intense and every day I felt like I was losing me It got to the stage where I started abusing myself, punishing myself, doing silly things, addictions, loss of self control, self respect. I went and saw a DR, he suggested Anti Depressants, this angered me as I just wanted to know what was happening to me? I mean I could have put it down to grief yes therefor depression could have played a part but as I said, when I started seeing dead people and then seeing things for others, predictions, things from their past I was never told, this scared the living crap out of me ( and the people I saw it for, I lost friendships because they became scared of me, I was now a freak ) and yet I had NO idea where all this information was coming from, how did I know that I was constantly asked, I dont know was all I could say, because I didnt. I will continue more later but again, if you have anything you would like to add, please do. This is why I do Psychic Awareness Classes, we cover everything and loads more, I am doing them to help others who are going through the same thing and it can be one scary, lonely, bumpy ride!
Posted on: Wed, 04 Jun 2014 07:16:21 +0000
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