Eh I am depressed, I know its hormonal, but it still sucks. The fact the it is hormonal doesnt change the fact it hurts though. How did I deal with this once a month for six years. I probably wouldnt have made it this far without my dogs because it causes really bad suicidal thoughts and they remind me I have someone that depends on me. Now that I know these feelings are hormonal I can tell myself they arent real, but they feel real. I just want to get off of these antibiotics so the birth control can make this end. I seriously need to get my ovaries removed soon so I dont have to worry about this, I dont want to lose my grip one day and leave my loved ones behind because thats all it takes.
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 09:33:43 +0000
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