Ellen what I wouldnt give to have one more minute with you. I now - TopicsExpress



          

Ellen what I wouldnt give to have one more minute with you. I now know what it feels like to lose someone entirely too soon. I have buried many family members but they were blessed to live well on into their 80s...you were supposed to still be here. I dont want to hear it will get better. Its not fair that my children are so very broken hearted. I know this is life and I love Jesus with all of my heart but I am just a little angry. Angry that I have to sit and watch my children cry over a woman that left such a mark on their life, they are going to hurt for a very long time. I cant even speak of you when someone asks how we are all doing. How are we supposed to be doing???? I just want to sit at your house and listen to you instruct me on how to read someone their pedigree when they wronged me. I want to see your beautiful face when all of our kids open their gifts from yall at CHRISTmas. You sit at your chair, smoking your cigarette, smiling from ear to ear as the kids came and thanked you for their hand picked gifts just from YOU!!! My life will NEVER EVER be the same and thats ok...thats ok because as sad and heartbroken as I am right now, I know I will see you again. Its just not soon enough. I love you forever Ellen and thank you for loving me with open arms and never ever turning your back on me even when I didnt deserve your love. ~Evelyn
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 03:50:48 +0000

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