Ellie my sweet Angel! If there is one sweet baby dancing her her Pink piggy fleece PJS this morning in Heaven ... It is you my sparkly pigtailed blue eyed baby! Your favorite Holiday of all. Ellie at age 4 years... Mommy my Favorite Holiday is Thanksgiving...I dont care if we live in a card board box (good to know because cancer almost made us ;) - As long as I have my family that is all I need! Its all about the love and being with you. And the yummy food! Ellie less than 24 hours of Gaining her Angels Wings on June 23, 2010... Mommy can you please make me Thanksgiving? Please I want mashed potatos and gravy with turkey .... Daddys famous stuffing and the cranberry sauce... you are right Mommy... the jello kind in the can is the BEST! Please can you make Nanas apple pie for me? Ellie could not swallow, she had not ate for days... But before her entry to Heaven how she longed for one last meal on earth to savor all she loved most in life - Her Family. My heart is full knowing she is with us in spirit... But ohhhh how tears flow this morning wishing for that last feast with my little girl on earth. Watching her dive into a plate food of Thanksgiving giving thanks - No matter her brokenness she found thanks and blessings. Happy Thanksgiving to all of my Beautiful Friends, if you live in a palace or a cardboard box - The only thing that really matters is that you are with on this day of giving thanks the people you love most - Your family. I am thankful that my Mom and Dad are always with us to share either Thanksgiving or Christmas together. I miss them today. But, truly give thanks... For my parents continued health, support and love. Honestly, I feel so very blessed that in my parents eyes, forever, I will be the little girl who never grows up. I am thankful to have a place to rest my weary head and know no matter the distance - when they hear my call or more often my silence (my cave is where I go when struggling). My Mamma Bear comes running to embrace her little cub. Only a Mother has that special gift, able to hear her childs silent hearts whisper of need. In world so challenging, a part of me will always be that small little girl who stills needs her Mother and Fathers warm hug. As a Mother, I know have that same intuitive knowing. Blessed to just know that our Ellie is no longer ever in need again. Throughout the rest of my days on earth... I will continue to always worry about Grace and Ava. My Mother Bear instinct for my little cubs will always be on high alert. But, I give thanks knowing today our Ellie is in Heaven and enjoying the most glorious feast in Heaven. She has no more boo boos to kiss away... Cancer is no more. She is healed and free to play in the light of Christ. I smile, knowing our Ellie... who specialized in kindness.. has saved a seat for all she loved at this Thanksgiving table. And a seat for me will be beside her once again. Many Blessing to all that you love in this world. Happy THANKSgiving. Amy XO
Posted on: Thu, 27 Nov 2014 14:28:00 +0000
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