Episode 44 sometimes God create a challenge to take you out of a particular situation, I stole a lot of money every day antil they have noticed. I even learned to lie for the sake of my dignity, it was not easy for me cause I was already a suspect.l was a sinner and trust me sinners are not coping,staying with a thought of quilt is a problem. I really wanted to confess but I didnt know what was holding me back. It was obvious that Im the one stealing cause before I came nothing like this happened. My mother was always smiling cause she was reseving money, I even defeated my self thinking that she will love me Nelly told my dad about the constant of losing money in their house, Nelly was one of thoose moody people, she was no longer talking to me to show that she really hated me.Daddy called me to come back home, I only cried, remember Im stealing but not getting a cent from that money,my underwears were torn apart, Daddy said it was not good for me to stay there, beside the kids didnt like me and they used to curse me now and then. Anyway everything was just making me stronger.Dikgeto Nelly s sister daughter visited at nellies so she liked me a lot, she said that I should go with her to her home. I asked Nelly if I can go she said yes but I should come back cause she want to take me home. I was a hard worker I used to clean and do everything in the house but I couldnt cook.The problem was I was stealing. I went to a village next to mine at Dikgeto s home.Everybody was very happy to see me, but I was shy.Dikgeto said I should sleep over,I was enjoying every moment with her so I agreed,lol I forgot what Nelly said. she gave me clothes to change. We played antil sunset, mmmmmmm playing is so good, I didnt wish to stop.Nelly s sister called us to come and eat,we ate and slept,again in my life just slept like a baby. I woke up early in the morning cleaned the yard and the house, that made Dikgeto s mom to like me more. she told me she received a call from Nelly that I should come back. My heart just beated fast, she said that I should go and bath, I went to the bathroom and bathed but I was no longer happy. I said goodbye to everyone then Dikgeto acompanied me. I got there Nelly was too damn angry with me. she was already having a plastic bag with my clothes,she told me to go home, I went home and told mom that they send me home, she shouted at me that I was a fool. she said that the money was helping with groceries at home, my weakness I felt quilty a little. There was no need to feel quilty anyway, fortunately daddy was listening, he heard everything,he came in and asked mom why she did that, she shouted your daughter is just a thief daddy told her what goes around comes back around. she said daddy is blind to see how wicked I was. I went to my room ,my tears all running down my face, I thought she will love me. see how wonderful God is,I remembered him and started praying again, I told him I want to be free.and God always protected me.Trust me no one can show you the presence of the Lord but your prayer can.your pastor can preach but if you dont pray the is no communication between you and God. ................to be continued episode 45 soon
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 15:35:23 +0000