Ever been in that relationship where you give them most of your all? You put them at the top of the list, save money to be able to see that person, cry your eyes out because you were hurt, swallow your pride, turn away from all the negative comments people said, you see that person as your future, your best friend and your other half that connects to a whole, you put them as your motivations and gave all your love to them to find out that that person did not feel the same way as you do. You question yourself, Has he been acting all these time? When did he stopped loving me? Did I do something wrong? Did your love fade away? You blamed yourself for weeks, cry yourself to sleep. Food does not taste good, hanging out with friends bought you smiles but only for a short period of time. You drunk away your pain to find that it was even worst. Sometimes it lead you to suicide. Sometimes it lead you to do stupid things, yet you still blame yourself. You tried to move. You moved on. And when you moved on, that person came back to you in a flash, you said you dont want it back because he had already abandoned you and left the deepest scars in your heart. Then he used nice and sweet words to talk to you, in a flash your mind go back to the routine of having him. Just when you think things will be okay, there it hit you hard in the head knowing that he was just talking to you as a bypass. There the cycle starts again. Knowing that it will never be the same, you try to life your life everyday hiding the pain inside knowing it was a foolish love.
Posted on: Wed, 22 Jan 2014 13:31:32 +0000
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