Every milestone Ive wished she could be here. Once when I was pregnant with Cas I wished for weeks that she could see the kids. Maybe it was my subconscious or maybe it really was her. But I dreamt of her holding the kids. I heard her laugh, felt it, everything. Right now I need her. This was her job. To put Marlie in a kindergarten class with one of her amazing friends. She was supposed to watch over Marlie, check on her during her planning period. In my head Mame should be getting Mar out of trouble like she did for Sarah and me. I sit here with nothing but wonderful opportunities for my daughter. Im cursing these blessings out of selfishness. Im not ready for my baby to start school and Im sad that it wont be with Mame. Really Id settle for another dream, I need your opinion Mame.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 16:13:59 +0000
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