Every thing that happens in my babys life is big to me. It doesnt matter what it is. And he certainly knows that mama is right here with him. Were So close he doesnt even like for me to be in a different room than him. Hes always been attached right to my hip. He follows me around in the house no matter what Im doing hes like my shadow. When hes happy Im happy. When hes hurting I hurt inside and do everything in my power to make it better. So every step he has to endure throughout this battle is huge to me just like every moment in his life has always been. I was blessed from the moment he began to exist in my life and I give him my all everyday. One night this week he told me mommy I fixed my own pillows on my bed so that you could rest and not be tired. I told him baby it dont matter if mommy is tired I will still help you any time you need me. He said I know because you are da best mommy ever and gave me a huge hug! Darien says the sweetest things at times as if he knows when my heart needs a Lil nudge. He told me mommy I wish you had a chest catheter too so we could be the same and so we could get superhero medicine together, I told him baby we are saving all the superhero medicine just for you because you are so very special! Today I took some prayer cloths and taped one on him and one onto me the exact same way and told him now were twins, he was so proud of that. Oh how I love my Darien. My sweet baby boy!
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 04:01:13 +0000