Everyone, ( and I do mean everyone ) has a breaking point, a point where life has no meaning and your superior mind is wondering, why am I even here ? You want to believe in so many things you read or hear about, things that for a moment in your misery filled brain you want so desperately to believe in or be a part of and you find tears running down your face because you know this would never happen for you. You have prayed, you find your still waiting for an answer, you have shut yourself off from everything only to find someone needing you to come out, not because they are worried or want to see you but because they need something from you. You sit and ponder everything you have done or tried, and sadly realize that you have done everything you can do and it is no longer in your control to fix, you have given 110 percent of yourself only to get back if your lucky 20 percent, not even enough to bother with. You find that one of the only things in life that still makes you smile is seeing and old couple together after 55 or 60 years, still in love, they smile at each other like they have this special secret that only they are privy to.....but its not a secret, its unconditional love.
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 04:29:42 +0000