Everyone knows people who have a lot of money, perfect credit or a lot of assets of value (even people who have all 3) and yet these people; our friends, family, neighbors or acquaintances for some strange reason do not combine their forces to raise the standard of living for all of humanity. We know there is not equal opportunity for all humans in the current times for which we all live. It can be but we dont! Most people will not even read this far into the message and at this point in my life, I dont like caring anymore. Sure, I can continue to go day after day, just thinking about myself and not anyone else around me. For some strange reason I am unable to do so and I find myself spending most of my time attempting to provide solutions for myself or others just to make any kind of a difference. Day a kind word or smile. I know I am crazy, sometimes psychotic, even diagnosed and I know that I am extremely intelligent even if I am unable to work like everyone else does. I am so frustrated because I have to and must accept responsibility for my reality. This is what all the spiritual leaders teach us. I have solutions oozing from within me and I post ideas and solutions on this place asking for my friends feedback but there is practically none. Especially feedback on the solutions that are what I believed to be the most important. I sometimes respond to your posts with brash even brutally honest responses which usually point to some sort of solution or explanation from my point if view. Today I have finally reached my limit, it feels like everyone expects me or someone else to solve everything by themself. I know I have it within me to evoke change towards a better lifestyle for all humanity. I am only interested in offering another option. If everyone expects me to do this all by myself then why bother. I have money, credit and assets enough to take care of myself. Living in this realm with others who are unable to enjoy an equal luxurious lifestyle as myself is too much to take and is NOT my idea of a good time. I HATE IT!!! I am not interested anymore in just serving my own needs at the expense of others. I think the time for me to evacuate is nie. I everyone can do just fine by themselves, seems like all the people closest to me like it like that but Im not interested in playing like that anymore!!! Seriously.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 02:47:49 +0000
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