Everyone needs a moment..... mine is happening right now as I was just at the bank making a deposit into an accout which Jalens name is on because I dont want to take it off. I just told the teller that he passed away and would be turning 19 today. He said he was sorry to hear and I told him thank you and to have a good day. Then as I continue to run around to prepare for our Go Gold Gala I find myself brought to tears! I miss him! He would love to be here as a healthy person but understood to early his body and soul were going to Heaven. I am saddened as this day is bitter sweet! To difficult to understand why and yet the pain and burning desire to have both my babies back is inexplainable. There will never be the right words for these experiences. I honor my Jalen today and want Bailey and Sammy and Breanna to know how much I love them forever and for Always!! Bailey has his Winter Formal tonight and is wearing a gold tie to honor his brother and our Go Gold Gala. Life will never get easier only the way we deal with it may help heal some deep wounds. To my Bailey..... have a wonderful time tonight! I know you and Lizzie will have fun as you so should...... dance the night away!! To Sammy....you will also have a blast with your best friends!! Your number one crew as you say. Jalen I love you and I miss you..... everything about you makes me happy. You are amazing! Breanna give your big brother a big hug and squeeze for me And a big kiss!! Celebrate together in Heaven and we will celebrate on Earth. To all my babies... mommy LOVES you!!
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 20:21:16 +0000
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