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Everyone sits here and judges me, saying I need to be strong and get over this. What everyone doesnt realize is that I dont have it left in me. I was strong when I was little and thrown around between foster care, relatives houses, and my grandmothers. I was strong when I made mistakes with my father before he passed away. I was strong when I watched my mother ruin her life. I was strong when I spent my senior year of high school taking care of the only person that ever loved me, that i watched slowly wither away infront of me. She was always there for me and one of the few people i loved. I was strong when my Grandmother passed away infront of my eyes. I was strong when I was leaving my freshman year at Stetson with nothing left. But now, now I dont have anything left in me to be strong. Now i am an empty shell. I didnt just lose a lover, a girlfriend, I lost my best friend and a major part of me. She was my everything. She was the only person I trusted with everything and she ended up cheating, lieing, and hurting me. So yeah, what i am doing is wrong. What i am doing is weak, but thats all i have left. I cant be strong anymore. In the end, I am nothing.
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 03:56:35 +0000

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