Everythings finally coming together. I would like to go back to the rain go away I know Im not ready yet. And Ive already started to get better just by Getting a good routine and Im thinking of a budget. Even if youre busy or whatever or if youre at it can be for 5 minutes and copy and paste itI dont want to take time out of your busy day if you do it in the middle of something. Just when you get it maybe even 5 minutes. Because I have a lot of plan did you hear and I want to have some fun. Actually have alot. So if youre free. And are around village in tomorrow around noon. I would like to get as many people who know me. And my recent Exact but I need to take care of my surfboard so instead of worrying about others first. Ive been doing it for years. And I actually had to do this has two years have been the worst Should have let my health deteriorated really bad. Whatevers not either not working or not busy I would like to meet everybody at Close to noon as possible. I understand these conversations tha and I love all my friends. I specially want to go I specially want to connect with my classmates From the alternative school Have seen me at my worst And I want to reassure my dad. But I just finally picked up the determination andI dont care if two or three people show up tomorrow But I really want to. I should have gone to talk to the doctor loving months ago when I first got here Videos with some sleep so. Thank you so much and hope to hear from you how are you in the morning I need to get some sleep. I cannot be around anyI need to focus on myself before I can start helping others. So Im sorry people that Ive offered to help recently. . And Christy Davis Has been helping me through this whole way. So if somebody. And she knows his whole plan. I want everybody who cares about me to show up and if you have beef with somebody else please leave it behind. I dont need this right now. I should have done this sooner because my fathers been telling me to do this almost everyday. What I want to show him and have people there I can prove that Im actually starting to be independent and . Reassure my dad that I will fall back into this again. This actually happened last year as when I was living with my uncle James sipsey. But this is Almost got to the point I think where my organs were going to shut down. Glad I got I gotta help figure it out and it was to help in the right direction. Because I may have a bronchial infection for the amount of the can is this smoking marijuana everyday. And I want to really get into the production cuz Im getting Kaylee and I dont care and. If plans this year this summer. Craig and Im actually getting stuff together. Im getting a Chevy s10 1987 And I will also be selling Most of my clothes and electronics and one out because I am upgrading. Also My dads number is 970 31750 20 I want everybody who Ive been talking to Actually put together. And help me for a few days to pick a healthy diet. I have some resources but I need friends to be there for me to check on me every day. Because Im really scared of my mind I dont know how bad it would have gotten. Had gone on much longer. So when you read this post and have Justin even just text me or facebook message Im going to be checking on both phone and then if lost I think I just need one or two the people at my special in my dad knows that can reassure that you know I got this and then I have a good support network I just. I should have gotten Or independent sooner or independent sooner. The reason I ask the people show up in person. Is so that my dad can get a visual confirmation that I wont fall back into this again. Because I dont know I dont think so that I could have died but Im actually Fearful of that. Because I see my father. Almost died numerous times specially growing up. He is having some really medical issues. So Im only giving you his number because that way I can talk to you and I want him to be reassured. The hour at least to kill a text to be like hey you want to come over and I just even just that text somebody everyday just to remind me. To take care of myself to stay on track. Thanks in advance for everybody.
Posted on: Thu, 15 May 2014 07:35:22 +0000
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