Exactly 1 week from today I will be in court with my either 4th or 5th criminal charge depending on what they get me with... If Ive learned anything throughout the last 4 or 5 years of my life its that I am one very very very stupid person, this is nothing to brag about, this is not the point of this status... the point of this status is that the last 4 or 5 years of my life have been straight up hell or torture, I used to sit there at night thinking, and let me tell you! thinking when you’re in trouble is horrible because all you can think about is what you wish you could do differently and what punishments are heading your way. I always thought whatever it is im sure I can handle it and I could! anyone could! but only for so long. I wish I could rewind time more then anything start back in 6th grade and focus strictly on school and make a lot smarter decisions because once you make your first mistake its easier to make your second and then your third and 4th and so on, and not only does it get easier to make these mistakes they seem to almost be drawn too you and as you have more and more the punishments get worse, just the thought of sitting in front of this judge 1 week from now is making my chest pound and my head throb but all I can do is hope for the best at this point even though I know the outcome will end up being bad. I can’t take it all back i’ve made these choices already but I sure do hope that some kid out there might see this status and think before he or she makes some bad choices because the last thing I want for anyone growing up is to have this anxious feeling I am getting so nervous about right now. So please future generations, make good decisions, focus on school and stay out of trouble!
Posted on: Thu, 18 Sep 2014 01:07:58 +0000
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