Exactly one month ago on this day I got the most devastating news of my entire life. I lost someone who was the closest to me someone who I called my bestfriend and someone who was like a sister to me. It came in out of nowhere I didnt want to accept the fact that I no longer can ever see you again. It killed me and everyday since then Ive been battling with this sorrow and missing you dearly. I cant believe its been a month since youve been gone. It feels so weird to say these things because Im used to having you by my side for years. You were the only person on this earth who can make me see the brighter side, see the good in people who I just couldnt even stand, the person who taught me to smile in the toughest times and someone who literally saved my life in the past. I cant thank you enough for everything. I will always love you till the day I die. Although youre no longer with me in my heart I feel you there, and when I really really feel like I cant handle this anymore I reread our old texts and pretend we spoke today. Its so hard not having you here I just wish I can see your beautiful face one more time. I love you with all my heart and everything inside of me. My precious, beautiful, kind, sweet Suzanne. I will forever live my life to make you proud. Ill be visiting you in the morning.. 😰
Posted on: Wed, 16 Jul 2014 04:19:23 +0000