Exhausted. Drilling take downs is awesome for cardio. I want to eventually be able to push someone elses pace instead of being the one who needs the pace pushed on all of the time. I hate that I have had to take so much time off from the mat. Not only have I gained weight, I have lost so much of the movement that you can only develop with mat time.. It is hard on the ego when you didnt have a whole lot to loose in the first place. It makes me upset, but it also gives me the drive to train hard and be even better than I was before. Hard work and commitment. It pays off. I got this. Now, to figure out how to work hard on the mat and still be able to do my house work so my family doesnt have to suffer. No worries. I have done it before. Thanks for listening to me rant. Sometimes I just have to share what is in my head. It helps somehow. Good day.
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 20:45:52 +0000