FB is not drama central this is why I deleted all of u BUT this is the only way I know to reach all of U with out calling which he will never let me do with out causing conflict here, I am praying that this is the correct way to get this off my back and let u all know I love u no matter how things turn out. If u read this and it concerns u please forgive me and just know that I do love you all very much! I made some loved ones mad because I let the devil and my lack of control of my temper over ride my senses ! I automatically deleted all family and friends that I felt would be commenting or judging because of what I felt! I am sorry I have asked God to forgive me and I would ask that all of u see my side as well as thiers, it doesnt matter, other than I miss and love u all! I do NOT want my bad judgement to be the reason for u not being in his life but I could not make him call nor could I dare to confront all of the issues at hand. I am not a hypacrite and finally after these couple weeks I do realize I should have just let opinions be left alone, I me and u, well we all have our outlook on life and the only human that should be judging anyone is God. I am not miserable or unhappy now that I have realized I can only say that I was wrong by commenting in the first place and I am sorry that I ever made anyone feel unwelcome unappreciated or unloved! And yes they were right in a couple of ways but the lies of others, tend to deal out nasty remarks and horrible smelling gunk. I can only answer for my own soul. I did not and do not want to be a part of that. I was never aware that this was being done God knows if I were to be struck down dead right now I never meant to hurt anyone I was only trying to voice my opinion by defending , which I now know was wrong!! I should have just kept quiet ! None of u r on my friend list now just because I was afraid, yes afraid that this would be even worse than it already became. Again I am sorry I will continue loving and praying and knowing deep down that I am thankful that God let us meet and make a connection for the time we had. I am praying that somehow he can resolve this and bring the family closer here at the holiday times. Dear Jesus I know the ONLY way for any of it to be right again is for God to take control of this. I hand my mistakes and his and thiers over to the Lord God forgive us all and keep us safe and happy. Amen
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 21:15:01 +0000
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