FOR THE AMOUNT OF SMILING AND LAUGHING I DO.....DEEP DOWN INSIDE I AM A VERY SENSITIVE ,CARING PERSON AND TRY TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS...GOING THRU THE TRAUMAS I HAVE BEEN THRU.........A 1984 SEVERE CAR ACCIDENT IN WHICH I BROKE MY BACK,BROKE MY PELVIS,COUMPOUND FRACTURED MY LEFT ANKLE TO THE POINT OF ALMOST NEEDING IT AMPUTATED AS WELL AS A RUPTURED SPLEEN AND LOSING 4 PINTS OF BLOOD WITH PLASTIC SURGERY OVER MY RIGHT EYE....THE DEATH OF MY BEST FRIEND AT 48 YEARS OLD IN 1994,MY PRECIOUS MOM,...AND IN 2010...DIAGNOSED WITH STAGE 2B BREAST CANCER IN WHICH YOU ALL KNOW I HAD BOTH BOOBS REMOVED,UNDERWENT 4 MONTHS OF CHEMOTHERAPY AND 25 RADIATION THAT TURNED MY UNDERARM INTO RAW CHOPPED MEAT...SHORTLY AFTER THAT A SEVERE SIDE EFFECT FROM POST CANCER MEDS ,TAMOXIFEN, CAUSED ME TO HEMMORAGE TWICE IN 6 MONTHS AND LANDED ME IN THE HOSPITAL DEC OF 2012 TO THEN NEED A COMPLETE HYSTERECTOMY AND A NECESSARY BLOOD TRANSFUSION OF 2 PINTS! ANKLE SURGERIES REACHED THE TOTAL OF 4 IN WHICH NOW STRUGGLEING TO WALK WITH 3 HOMERUN SCREWS DRILLED INTO MY ANKLE JOINT AND 2 INCHES OF MY FIBULA BONE REMOVED WITH JUST CARTILAGE HOLDING MY BONE IN PLACE...EVERYDAY IM AN 8 WHEN IT COMES TO PAIN 1 OUT OF 10...THE NEED FOR A SECOND FUSION IS NECESSARY AS WELL DUE TO SEVERE DEGENERATING JOINT DISEASE BUT UNFORTUNATELY HIGH HOSPITAL COPAY MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME...FINALLY THE ALMOST DEATH LAST YEAR OF MY SON CHRIS FADING DOWN TO 84 LBS DUE TO A 3 FOOT INTESTINAL BLOCKAGE NOT PICKED UP BY THE FIRST 2 MRIS HE HAD,,INSTEAD HIS MALNUTRICIAN WAS TAKEN AS ANOREXIA AND HE WAS PUNISHED IN YALE CHILDRENS HOSPITAL WITH A 24 HR BABYSITTER IN HIS ROOM TO WATCH HIM IN CASE HE PUT HIS FINGER DOWN HIS OWN THROAT AND PUT ON A LIMITED PARENT VISITATION AND US HAVING TO LEAVE THE ROOM WHILE HE ATE??THE 3RD MRI PROVED THE HOSPITAL WRONG WRONG WRONG WITH HIM BEING AN ANOREXIC TEEN HE THEN WAS TOO WEAK TO GO TO SURGERY TO REMOVE HIS BLOCKAGE SO FOOD THRU FEEDING TUBE WHEN ON AS HE THREW UP ALL THAT HE TRIED TO EAT DAY AFTER DAY UNTIL SURGERY..........TRAUMA...YES ONE AFTER THE NEXT FOR MY FAMILY...AND THE REAL PAIN OF A SIBLING SAYING WHAT AN AWFUL THING I LET HAPPEN TO MY SON WHEN INDEED THE CAUSE WAS......CHROHNS DISEASE!! NOT ANYTHING I WOULD EVER DO TO MY OWN SON AS I SLEPT AT HIS SIDE WITH STITCHES STILL IN MY ABDOMEN AFTER MY HYSTERECTOMY!!THAT SIBLING WAS WRONG AND MORE WRONG FOR COMMENTING AND JUDGEING ME BEHIND MY BACK INSTEAD OF SUPPORTING ME WITH MY DYING SON....SO WITH ALL THIS EXPLAINED AND BROUGHT OUT......I SAY I ALWAYS, ALWAYS HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE AS I HELP PEOPLE EVERY DAY WITH PROBLEMS WITH THEIR LOVING PETS AND COMFORT THEM WHEN THEIR PRECIOUS PETS DIE... IN RETURN..ALL I ASK FOR MY HUSBAND AND I ARE TRUE FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT LOVE US AND WANT TO BE HERE FOR US AS WE STRUGGLE OLD DEMONS WITH POST TRAUMATIC STRESS WE HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING...MY HUSBAND SHOWING IT MORE THAN I,,,,NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE..WE DONT NEED YOU BUT OUR ARMS ARE OPEN FOR HUGS FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT CAN PUT THEMSELVES IN OUR SHOES...THANK YOU
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 21:27:34 +0000