FOR THOSE INTO POETRY AND WRITING OF ANY KIND!!! Could you please take a moment to read what I wrote from the heart the other night. Theres nothing new to tell you. Theres nothing older than my constant racing thoughts. I disconnect myself from anything to bring up, or chose to hear in my own head, because the past is the past and the future wont last. Wont you spare me your words and let me sit down to let my thoughts stir, and try to think that these terrible things did not occur. Experience is always a different perspective or opinion. Continuing on into an oblivion. Tell yourself what you need to hear and you will hear what needs to be said. A typical thought is one that should be of interest not the feeling of a sickness when all you seek is just the forgiveness Bring out the ghosts and hide them again. Its hard to give in, but I gave up back then, when it wasnt the only option. Feel yourself from within or dwell upon your sadness in a restless mess of indifference. Life is not what is seems. Maybe its the memories that get stuck in my Head. We all can truly live our lives. But I cant push my life aside and give into what someone else could decide. Ive given up and Im letting go. Im sorry for all these hearts Ive sorrowed.
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 20:38:43 +0000