FORBIDDEN DESIREs Not everything it was what I wanted to hold, Not everyone I wanted to just hear when I scold.. Not all gold coins I wished to have in my treasure, Not every comfort I longed to enjoy during my leisure.. What I wished was just a little thing - Only my brain should never shun its wing... Distraction snatched my present and also my attention, then changing my wish to have only her affection.. Neither I was bestowed with her nor with my earlier longing, leaving me alone to be a recluse to enjoy the lost belonging... In the name of acknowledgement, I earned only a thing - People say He was a charlatan with really nothing.... Scolded badly by my teachers and also by my parents, Noone was there to help me with some requisite cents.. What I could wish under such trauma, as every desire of mine could only take me to coma.. My stars seemed to have evil shadow on me, heralding my inabiltiy again to be free... Suffering from this , I have passed many years, None of your GOD was affected by any of my tears.. Neither I was a rapist nor a murderer, so according to me I deserved at least a bit better... Everyone advised me to be an optimist, as if I hadnt known not to be a pessimist... Ive read - If Winter comes can Spring be far behind, but my winter seems to have frozen on my mind... Spring to me would be brought only then, when I would be carried on the shoulders of four men.... No shine I could see in any of the sapphires, I think I wished something out of the forbidden desires... Life I would hold upto the destined limit, but GOD would always find Himself to be my culprit!!! I fear no GOD, not any of his worst punishments, I just fear myself - may get addicted of wrong ingredients... I never thought I would compromise with my morals, but I should do this to have some of my pearls.........
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 14:42:08 +0000
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