FQ;Please post..I was in an abusive relationship with my sons father for five years the whole time was not abusive though. The last incident was last year..in October. The day before Halloween. I have since then gotten with a new guy whom I love very much and Im very happy with him. But this month is really killing me. Ive been depressed ever since it happened but I always put it to the back of my mind because Im too embarrassed to go talk to a dr. Last year when it happened it was so bad I thought about taking my own life but ended up not for my son. But now I just have no energy what so ever, I dont enjoy many things I would of loved to do when I couldnt because of being in a controlling relationship, I cant sleep. Ive gained about 25 pounds. And my blood pressure has been pretty low lately. Ive been dizzy. And getting headaches a lot. I have a lot of flashbacks of that day. And most nights I stay up and just cry. My boyfriend is a truck driver so he is only home on the weekends which makes things even harder on me. I work and work is becoming too much for me. I just dont know how to approach the subject to a dr..do I schedule an appointment and tell them. I just am embarrassed I guess but I want to feel completely happy again. And also Ive gone to two different therapists and it made me even more hurt and angry and quit going to both. I just need help on how I can go to the dr but still feel comfortable RP *Rebecca*
Posted on: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 12:24:56 +0000
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