Facebook family...... You may have noticed that my page looks much different than it has in the last 2 months and is missing many things. Profound transformation has been happening in my life over the last few days, and Ive made some big decisions. I have decided that I am no longer sick, at least in the way that Ive felt that I was over the last 2 months and that even that was an illusion. There wasnt a single day of that time that I actually FELT sick, and I still dont. I had to recover from surgery, yes, but I never felt unwell. There are a lot of things in my life that I was being led to change for quite sometime and there were things that I needed to purge. As my dear, wise friend put it yesterday, I was crossing myself for much longer than my body was able to cope. The medicine that I love and believe in teaches me that we cannot separate out pieces of our body from the whole. When any piece is out of balance, we have to be aware that our whole body is out of balance. And in my medicine, that means not just our physical shell, but also our emotional and spiritual bodies. I have been walking a path that wasnt my own, and because I ignored that small spirit voice that spoke to me on a daily basis for much too long, a much more obvious transformation was thrust upon me. I fully accept responsibility for this process, yet I dont blame myself for it, because part of being human is to falter, and to find our way on our path when it is time. And IT IS TIME :) I humbly and graciously (and with joyous tears streaming down my face) thank all of you....my precious tribe...for holding me and carrying me through, so I could find my way again. And I hope you all know that I am forever here for all of you....to remind you always of who you are as well.....so that we all may find our way, in our own time. And I have one last request in this moment. I have made the very clear decision that I am not sick....I do not have any illness with any big, scary words attached to it....and so long as I continue down this path, I will find myself perfectly in balance and healthy again. Working with my mind is my biggest challenge, and being led, finally, after many, many years to the practice of meditation, I now have that tool. I still have work to do on my path to healing....as do we all....but it will now be a much more comprehensive path. I will no longer be associating with or attaching myself to the illnesses that have brought me to this place. They served a purpose, but no longer define me. Please join me in that space and no longer refer to me in those terms. I am well and will continue to be. And if I hold a special place in your heart right now, please let it be for who I am and who I am becoming, and I will do the same for you. I am releasing all the events of the last 2 months except for the love and the lessons that I will always carry with me. 2015 is going to be an amazing year. Already is. Blessings, light and infinite love.......
Posted on: Tue, 27 Jan 2015 16:23:37 +0000
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