Family & Friends I finally was able to hold my baby girl for a couple of hours! Her and I had a very long talk and I am at peace with where she is going and who she is going to be with ! We know our family members are in this room with us for even the angels do not know Gods plans. Are discussing who gets to hold her after our lord Jesus lifts her up out of her vessel ! She knows she is loved she knows how much we have fought for her she knows that we would go to the end of the earth with her . she also knows where she is going we cannot go yet I know our lord and savior is comforting her right along with comforting us and telling her all these things. I always wanted a little girl after having Alex God blessed me by putting Makia in my life until he thought I was ready for my own then he blessed me even more by making Ava my exact twin . I have only felt immediate love twice in my life that was the day both of my children were born I love my wife and Makia with all my heart but to love someone so fast at first sight is something us parents know all to well. Ava will always be with me always in my heart and in my mind we had so many plans for her ! God gives and God takes away we have been with high hopes and praise all day that she is going to bounce back from this like so many times in the past yet as the hours move on her oxygen is getting lower she is completely comfortable she is in her Mommys arms now Ive pleaded with God Ive begged for her to stay with us Ive declared in Jesus name . Matthew 19 verse Jesus says allow the little ones to come to me and do not restrain or hinder them for of such as these is the kingdom of heaven Amen. Im still standing on faith that this can and will turn around if this is Avas purpose! She has fought so long so hard overcome so much touched so many lives brought glory to the kingdom of heaven ! I read the most beautiful revelation of her earlier and it really hit home with me in my heart. She knew her task before she came she knew what her life would be like here with us and I find so much peace in that I know God put that revelation in her heart for me to read tonight . words cannot express the loss and pain that has only begun . I know Jesus Christ our lord and savior will bring us the comfort and peace that surpasses all understanding when the time does come ! We want you all to know that we love you very much we cannot express the love we feel back ! In the end we are all victorious our father has answered so many of our prayers concerning Ava and our journey Ive seen many many miracles Ive felt the presence of our lord surround me like he is doing right now ! Im in total faith that things are not over until the lord says it is ! Ava is at 60% oxygen on a 100% setting her heart continues to stay strong her blood pressure excellent all other organs working like they should in Jesus name I speak life in her lungs I know you all stand in faith with us ! God bless we love you !
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 09:07:16 +0000
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