Family and Friends; stay in prayer for me. I know I havent spoke on the phone to some and been distant. I am going thru some things and havent been feeling well. Only God can fix what is going on with me. I have been sorter of the cliche of being in a closet. Since I havent felt well and things I have been through for a few years; I have felt over extented, hurt, used, abused, taken advantage of, and depressed. I know in lifes storms it wont be easy, and I know when you are about to come out of the storms it gets hard and rough; so I must keep my vision, heart and mind on the Lord for strength, leadership, peace and patience. Hurt, pain, depression, feeling abandoned, being jealous, feeling vengeful, angry is not me and I felt all these emotions over running my heart so I had to seek help, wisdom and healing from the one who so loved me; he gave me retribution, and help so I can seek him. I am greatful for this gift of Emmanuel the king of kings and the Holy Spirit. All my life in study, Church, and learning; I have been taught to run to the way maker and this is what I am doing. I going to praise him and thank him thru all of this. I have to keep my vision as I stated; on God/Alpha Omega/ period. To seek forgiveness, for me and for me to forgive others I must do this. So if you call; dont let it be about you if I dont answer; its not; its about me. May God Bless everyone, and keep you in Favor..... This is my testimony so I wont hurt some feelings, because I have heard your messages, but right now I cant respond to you.
Posted on: Thu, 15 Jan 2015 22:37:33 +0000
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