Fan Mail : I met a woman online about 7 months ago. We hit it off immediately, and then ended up finding out she knew my ex-girlfriend very well. At first we decided we would just remain friends because no one wanted to be disrespecful, but the connection we had with one another how could you stop? As time went on we have had doubts and concerns, and even trust issues. So we just decided to date exclusively and take our time to get to know one another. We do bump heads alot because of our no trust for one another and also insecurities.We recently had such a bad argument and at that time, I made my mind up that I no longer wanted to continue moving forward because I found out she stepped out of line . I was highly upset(yes)but it took her a week to make a life changing decision, which is move to a different state without me and my daughter.we made plans to move-in and make it official. We both made mistakes to one another, and I was upset but I didnt think she would up and leave me because of our argument. I realized that Im some inlove with her till my heart hurts .Her transfer had already been approved and everything! I told her to lets make it work, no more doubts, no more just exclusively dating ,lets make this right between us. This past week has been an emotional rollercoaster . We both cried our hearts out together because we realized that we are so inlove with one another . We are both extremely scared because no one wants to get hurt. I told her lets be scared together dont be scared without me. We connect on so many levels I feel like shes my soulmate .Ive never cried so much in my life because I dont want her to go. With her being a (stud) she usually doesnt show her emotions and she has nevered cried over anyone. So when she broke down, we both knew she made a mistake. Regardless she still has to work her new schedule in the other state or it can affect her job as well as her postion in her company. I did tell her to let me go if she wants to stay, I told her I cant bare the pain to see her leave me and my daughter. She doesnt want to let go. I try not to come over, I dont respond to her calls or texts but she continuously says I have to see you and be with you. She says she tries to picture her life with us but she just cant. So I know she has to go regardless for the two weeks Im just scared she may not come back . I need advice
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 18:30:00 +0000
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