Fan vent I have a vent/question thing. I dont understand it, but I am so freaking depressed, I feel so empty right now. Me and my boyfriend have been together for nearly a year, and he has been talking about us getting a house together. He already told me once he wanted to marry me, but he knows I dont believe in marrage anymore, because people dont do it for the right reasons, so he hasnt pushed that subject, but he is pushing me to agree to find a house with him, which I really dont mind doing, because Im always at his house it seems, but he has a room mate, and itd be nice for it to just be me, him, and my almost 2 yr old boy to have our own place like a lil family. He has told me many times he wants a family with me, and he wishes my son was his, I have explained that though my son may not be biologically his, that he is still the only father he has ever known. Here lately I feel I am ready to try for baby #2, but my boyfriend says that though he wants a family with me that he wants to wait until we have our own house (understandable) and he would perfer we were married first, I reminded him that its not going to happen, im 19, and already have had one failed marriage, I got married at 16. I just dont want to marry him, and go through another divorce like I did the last time, why get married, its just a peice of paper, we dont have to have a peice of paper to prove our love, i just am so confused on what to do, I feel that with him wanting to get married and me not, and me wanting to try for a baby, and him not wanting to until we are married that we arent going to work. I love this man to death, hes 25 (26 in august) and He has a job (first boyfriend of mine to ever have one, including my exhusband, i supported us), i have a job as well, we both get paid biweekly, but if we live together we are bringing home a paycheck every week cause our checks are on opposite weeks, and we help one another with money when need be, we just both have so much that is perfect for one anotheer, but these to things are putting a lull between us, and idk what to do. I love him, and im scard I am losing him. Stefanie
Posted on: Sun, 23 Jun 2013 05:58:03 +0000
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