Fear! I have a fear! Or maybe you would call it a dilemma. It´s a very tearful one (for me) - and bare with me, it will be obvious closer to the end.... I had two Tonk brothers since 1989. I lost Elvis 1993 and Elton 2007. I got a Balinese boy, Humphfrey, in 1997 as a companion for Elton. Elton started to plock his backside fur... Not so nice. Anyhoo. I fell in love with that Balinese little boy and he was a perfect match to Elton and stopped Elton´s picking on himself. Elton sadly went to heaven in May 2007 and Humphfrey in July 2012. Since then I have been looking everyday for new kittens. But I´m honestly very afraid. In lack of a better word. I am so afraid that my new Tonks (or whatever they´ll be - I love all cats) will be a dissapointment caracter or mentally wise. Especially since Elton and Humphfrey were so close. Also H became more close to me than I could ever imagine after Elton passed. And I actually felt that H blossomed and got to really connect with me after. That´s kind of why I´m some what shaky to get a new love (Tonk or otherwise?). What if they´re not as charming/funny/witty/cosy etc. as Elvis/Elton/Humphfrey were? My feeling is that it´s a kind of betrayal getting a new cat... (Hope some one else feels at least a small bit of it...) And what if the new cat/-s doesn´t meet my need to bond? OMG. I must seem like a bascet case... I hope a couple of you get what I mean? I would really like to hear what you think. Go Tonks! Please publish more Tonk photos, I live by them. ;-)
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 03:35:27 +0000
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