Feeling very sad. I have tried to stay busy. But today at my in-laws home, I just sat on my mother in laws bed and cried. It wasnt but a month ago that we were sitting at the dining room table talking and smiling over dinner about how stubborn Stewart men are. While Ned and his dad had a heated debate over something. It was just two weeks ago I went over to make the breakfast, and walked in on my dad in law saying mama is acting funny. Two days later we find out its brain cancer. In a snap of the fingers a whole family lives change. In the fives years I have known the family, my children and so quickly were engulfed into the folds. Welcomed and loved... I miss the farm in Whitney, I miss sitting on the John Deere with my sunscreen on, cold jug of tea at my feet and my ear buds in cutting coastal and alfalfa. I miss walking out to the pond, watching turkeys run back in to the brush, listening to the big old bull frogs and the cattle coming up to see if you have treats in your pockets. I miss them not being just down the street. If I am feeling this way, I cant even being to imagine how the rest of the family feels. We are losing her faster than we thought. We have been so caught up in this...I lost track of our new home, with the deed to the land arriving today, I realize we still have to go and finalize all the materials and changes. The nursing home is close so it is easy to run up for visits. Then their is a lady on their hall that has taken a fancy to me. I must remind her of someone, she calls me Em. Always comes and hugs me, then talks my ear off.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 03:40:36 +0000
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