Feelings Of A Girl The 1st time I saw him when he was standing before me as my senior... Thn I saw him hosting our freshers party... Nearly after 1 year I added him to my frnd list.. We started chatting with each other.. We exchanged numbers n then we started talking over phone.. I still remember the 1st day , 1st time he called me... We talked for almost 4 hrs.. He said he loved a girl from his class.. N I was completely Ok with it.. but somewhere deep inside I felt bad.. After few months h e started avoiding me... I dont know y.. It was 15th of August.. my best frnds bday... The time was about 4 PM... I saw him sitting idle in lawn with dat girl.. I called him... He didnt recv... I called for the 2nd time... He received n started shouting at me.. I never expected dat... I really felt bad... Dat day I decided that I wont call him anymore... For nearly 7 months I lived my life without him.. 1 day I received a message from him n I was very happy for dat.. again we started talking but not like before bcoz I knew he loved someone else... He said that he was selected in the campus recruitment n he got job... I very happy for him.. The last time when he visited our collage... It was raining... when I saw him standing beside me, I dont know y I got a different kind of feelings which I never had before... It was 1st time I realised that my life is damn empty without this person.. He talked about the girl he loved... I was just a silent listener... Thn he said that she married her boyfriend.. N even he attented her marriage ceremony... I was very happy hearing dat but somewhere deep inside I felt bad for him bcoz he lost his love... And finally 17th July came... The day when he left odisha n went India for his job... It was the last time I saw him... The 1st n last time he hugged me... I was very happy for him... but my heart was crying like hell.. We stood there for nearly 20 minutes but not even for a single time I could look into his eyes.. I just wanted that moment to stop forever... I had to leave for my home.. as it was too late... I took an taxi... as the taxi started moving.. I looked back... I saw him standing there.. I kept looking at him till the last moment.. slowly slowly he disappeared... I couldnt stop my tears... I started crying n it was the 1st time I cried for him... From that day till today, I never felt that he is somewhere in another state... My day starts by seeing his photo n wishing him Gud mrng.. N my day ends with his Gud nite message... I never forget calling him.. N I share almost everything with him.. I keep waiting for him... He said he have 4 chambers in his heart... 3 r occupied by his sisters n the 4th one by his parents.. other Thn them the next position will be taken by the girl who will keep him in her heart... I really want myself to be dat girl.. He stays in my heart n I luv him more than anyone else in the world... I know I dont have dat beautiful face.. but I do have a loyal heart which beats for him... Each n every day I keep waiting for him.. I dont know when, how n why I fell in love with him... but the thing I know is that he is the only precious thing I have n I dont want to loose him ever... He use to say that long distance relationship never works.. but for me distance is just a number... whenever I miss him.. I use to close my eyes n I can feel his presence near me... After waiting for almost 8 months... I am expecting him to spend at least 8 minutes with me... so that I can live all my days within those 8 minutes... I really luv him a lot... N I dont want to loose him... plz dont mention my name... I dont want my name to b disclosed... as many of my friends r following this page... I just wanted to share my feelings bcoz I cant speak all these things in front of my luv...
Posted on: Tue, 02 Sep 2014 12:17:50 +0000
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