Fighting negative thoughts. 38 years old . Diagnose lung cancer. Me ... Almost 2005 ten years ago I lost someone so special to me I thought I was going to die then. In 1992 I was left in Louisiana. 1990 I was taken from my dad sent live great aunt . 1989 Foster care. 1986 I was burned in fire . 1984 put in foster care ..1980 my parents split up. An every two years from time I was born tell Louisiana we moved . Seattle, Carlsbad, loco hills ,artesha, Estancia,Moriarty ,Elpaso, chapparel, few missing i cant spell. I never really understood what dad was running from. Or running too. I try to be a better parents then what I was given . No hard feelings mom. I love u an all is forgiven.. I just have a lot going though my mind. This hardness in my life has got me ready for my next chapter. Im ready. To fight for my health. All that has gotten me ready for this . I have always been hard to love . I keep people at a distance because always scared there leave as everyone else . I dont trust many people . I have very few real friend an my ladys now whom they are . There is 4 my Ladys I would take bullet for . other then that my families all I trust .I am putting my faith in god I will survive this lung cancer... I will be OK. Been through worse...
Posted on: Sat, 20 Dec 2014 10:50:11 +0000
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