* Finally He is mine or I am only his * Part-5 After few weeks of our marriage, one night we all were sitting in the drawing room, discussing about where I and Aakash should go for honeymoon. Everyone was excited about our honeymoon except me. I heard Papa Ji saying that we both should go to France as Paris is a beautiful and romantic place; Mummy Ji was saying that we both should go to South Africa as Cape Town is one of the best honeymoon places in the world; Janvi was saying that we both should go to Australia as Sydney is a nice city. The discussion was going on in full swing and I was least interested in that. Everything was new to me and it was hard for me to accept such things each passing day. I got upset by all this things. Aakash noticed me and tried to talk to me. “You say Kratika where you want to go on honeymoon?” He asked me and everyone was looking at me for an answer. “Uumm... If you don’t mind then can I say something?” I was not in a mood to go on a honeymoon with him. “Ya... Sure. Say.” He said. “Actually I don’t want to go anywhere. I just want to stay here. All this things are new to me so I want to adjust here first.” Finally I said him. All four of them looked at me like I killed someone and then I am confessing it. It made me more nervous. I don’t want to break all of their hearts because they are not at fault. The only person who is at fault is me but I don’t know how to say everything to Aakash. Before I could say anything further Aakash said, “Its okay baby… I can understand that. We will not go on a honeymoon now. We will go some other time.” “Thank you… For every time understanding me.” I really felt relieved when he said that. I don’t know what to say further so I went to the room. In the room, I was upset because of me. I know I am doing wrong with them. They all are so sweet and Aakash is also good at heart. He always tries to understand me and never questions me back for anything. I really was feeling guilty for doing wrong with them. But I always dreamt of Anshul and me together and suddenly my destiny played its crucial role in my life and I got married from Anshul to Aakash. It is really hard for me to accept this. When I was thinking all these entire things and was cursing myself, I don’t know when a tear trickled down from my eyes and suddenly I started crying. I didn’t realize that Aakash was standing behind me. He came forward and sat down beside me on bed. He held my hand and asked, “Is there anything that’s bothering you?” I was silent… Only tears were coming out from my eyes. “Ssshh… Don’t cry like this. You are my baby na. So stop crying. I’ll not ask you anything.” He said by seeing me continuously crying. I don’t know when I put my head on his shoulder and he started caressing my hairs. I was still crying, keeping my head on his shoulders. I was feeling so low at that time. I really wanted to go and hug Anshul tight and cry like a baby. Suddenly Aakash hugged me tight. Without thinking anything, I too hugged him tight. After feeling little better, I slowly released him but he still hold me. While I was trying to get a relief from him, our face came so close to each other that I can feel his breaths on my face. The next instant, his lips met mine and we kissed. My eyes were closed when the kiss was going on. I didn’t realize that what I was doing at that time. I forgot everything and kissed him back. The moment I opened my eyes, I saw Aakash and immediately pushed him away. He got startled with my sudden behavior. I stood up from there and was about to leave when he hold my hand. “What happen to you suddenly? Why you behaved liked this? It’s been few weeks to our marriage now. Still you are not comfortable.” He asked me. I was speechless… I didn’t have any answer to his questions. I just stood there like a statue. He stood up and came close to me and said in my ears, “I am your husband now baby, I have a right to do this with you. Don’t I?” Again, I was not having answer to his question. I stood there still. Suddenly, I remembered what I said to my mom at my Bidai, “Aakash will get my body only not my soul. My soul belongs to Anshul and you can bury the body but you can’t bury the soul.” This is what I said to my mom. He was kissing my back continuously. I was feeling irritated but with heavy heart and closing my eyes I said to him, “Yes… you have a right to do anything with my body.” Another tear trickled down from my eyes after saying this. He started kissing me everywhere on my body and I stood there like a statue. He did what other guys do. At that time, I felt like I am getting raped. I really wanted to push him away and run away from there but it was hard for me to do. I just closed my eyes and let him do whatever he wants. The moment that intimate session got over; I went to the bathroom and started crying again. I never expected this in my life with someone else. I desperately wanted to call Anshul. I just wanted to be with him but we already decided that if any of us get married to someone else then we both will not stay in touch with each other. We broke all contacts with each other. Whole night all I did was crying and crying only. Aakash and Kratika had an intimate moment now will she start loving Aakash? Will she forget Anshul? Or will she try to get back to Anshul? -To be continued. Spare a minute and leave a review :) To know more, Stay tuned :) - Nuri and Purvi
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 14:30:00 +0000