Finally feeling like myself and relieved that I finally had enough of being taken advantage of and having my kid used against me so someone can go party and do whatever . Funny how you had me believing I was the cause of your problems but now that your on your own what do you have to show for it nothing at all. when you said you wanted to better yourself wow funny how since you cheated on me and blamed me for your problems you have lost two jobs and in the time you were working and making money you have nothing to show for it. Hmmm begs to ask the question was I the cause of your problems or maybe just maybe its you making horrible choices for yourself ? Me on the other hand have a job start college in March and spend any free time I have with my son if you let me which lately has been all the time because you want to party and do stuff instead of being a mom. But Im a horrible parent for not wanting to take Jackson because you lied and said you had to work cleaning houses at 830 and you dont show up to drop Jackson off till 930 and your dressed up like your ready to go party it up at the club but Im the bad parent hmm how many girls have I brought around our son 0. How many different guys have you had around him? God only knows. Grow up get yourself together and stop being so damn selfish. We have a son the partying and running around being a kid shit ended when our son was born. Ive made mistakes Ive done bad things and didnt always make the right choices but I have been doing everything I can to better myself and my life for our son and Im moving towards a positive future for Jackson and myself. And before you choose to do the things you did all I did was what you asked to keep you happy and our family together. You pushed and pushed well guess what you made me realize that I dont have to deal with you if I dont want to and I finally had enough. You got what you wanted. You said you wanted to better yourself well you really seem to be better off without me. Your jobless you bounce from place to place no structure for our son.o wait he had structure and a home with both his parents but no thats not what makes you happy for the next 20 minutes before you change mind of what you want but because of your selfish and cant be honest with yourself or even your family. You blame me for your problems. I did anything you asked me to I was there for you when anyone else would have given up on you long before now. I was holding you back lol no actually you held me back from making myself happy not any more. Heres some advice if your capable of actually taking advice.... and this applies to everyone something my dad taught me any problem you have other then sickness and losing a loved one. Any problem you have has come from the choices you made. Unless you face your problems head on youll always create more problems for yourself because how can you fix problems if you never face them and it all starts with making better choices for yourself. But yeah what do I know... Im just an awful parent for not wanting to believe your lies or let you manipulate me anymore. O wow look at that already making better choices. How about instead of making choices to better yourself cause thats worked out so well for you. How about making choices to benefit our son. I used to think that my son had the best mom in the world but after this past summer we wont mention what happened and this past month. Makes me feel bad for Jackson cause he had a mom once that her world revolved around her son and being a family. And since June has done nothing but tear away any chance our son had to have his parents together and be family. Yeah we had our problems but not even trying to fix them and just giving up thats what our son deserves. The mom you were before would have at very least would have tried to make things right again instead of making things worst.But yeah keep bettering yourself your doing a great job.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Dec 2014 06:25:07 +0000