Finally in power to return to my red, I am breaking the clepsydra of silver sand and use its pieces of stained glass to draw my inner damage on my materialization. The concept cannot handle more happiness and the materialization must take the hit. Drowned into deep asphyxiation from too much pure air that not even the eternal smoke of higher meanings that I breath can’t taint, I am boosting my damage with such a passion for the silver-like figure that I have in my soul. The figure that can never disappear. The figure for which I have done the dissolution my concept is hardly being suppressed by the true power of the yellowish silver I am poisoning my materialization with. The glass of my broken clepsydra is so painful and so sharp that nothing can make me more joyful at this very moment. And while I am sipping the silver from the broken clepsydra, I am feeling the pain and I am seeing all the red that I had before in rainbows of silver on which the red rain is pouring like an acid. And while I am sipping the silver, I am taking the role of the real power. I am pouring more silver to feed the broken clepsydra towards my tremendous poisoning that I seek. I need to be killed, tear apart, broken into silver pieces of sand in order to go back to my ordinary savage red. I cannot handle the wall of silver. I need my red. I need my ordinary pain. The more I see the figure of the concept of silver, the more silver I pour into my clepsydra. The more red I cause. The more damage. And I am blinding myself to see only the concept of the silver, trying to achieve my final damage. I am not a gambler. I am willingly inflicting the pain in order to achieve the happiness. And I will never let myself to achieve again such a daunting happiness that I am trying to kill with the silver. Dark, cold, shallow, distant silver... I will see you on the side where you shall be nothing but cold red and scentless frozen materializations of my damage that will warm up your fears. That will give you your true happiness. My cessation for your true happiness. Losing in order for your to win. Real love. No fear. (©OAS2014) https://youtube/watch?v=450p7goxZqg
Posted on: Wed, 26 Nov 2014 19:41:38 +0000
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