First I would like to thank everyone who prayed for us and sent their condolences, I love yall. My family and my closest friends are OK only by the grace of God. It really hurts when the people you went out of your way to help, could just turn on you like that. These past few days I have taken time to pray, meditate, read and reflect on life so that I can make the best decision possible. My flesh, my anger, my emotions and my old behavior was telling me to hold court in the streets, and thats an ongoing battle! But for me the person who is all about unity, love, peace, black pride, racial prosperity, now is the time to practice what I preach. Theres nothing wrong with feeling angry, as long as we dont act on it. God has revealed to me that, I must practice what Ive been preaching right now, because its easy to say what you would do as long as youre not in that situation. God spoke to me and said that I want to help the youth and stop us from killing each other, then I need to start by stopping my self right now, because the anger and emotion I felt is the same way they feel when they react and kill, so now I know exactly how they feel and what Im up against. This is way bigger than me and my family, this is a glimpse into black America, this is what hate, sin, anger, revenge and a lack of Godly principles look like, and here I am with all my Knowledge, education, experience as a counselor, and a person who was spoon fed the word and grew up in the church, allowing my flesh to pull me out of grace and into darkness. I forgive, I send my prayers to the families of the young men who committed this heartless act, because they to will hurt, suffer and miss their loved ones for ChristX. This is one reason why we chose not to do media interviews, they all wanted exclusives, they attempted to exploit our lives but we remained silent because no one wins in this situation, where were they when we gave back to the community, this is not a circus WAFB, WBRZ!!!I know how my family feels, I know their pain, and some of them may not agree on what I say, but I accept it and I respect their decision, whatever it may be. God has chose me for such a time as this and I choose to stand on his words, and put my faith in him. These are some of the scriptures Ive been reading because I know God protects me and my family, we were literally ambushed by chopper bullets, I was five feet away from a hail of bullets and didnt get touched, that wasnt nothing but God, the devil wanted a funeral but God is saying revival. Thank God! We Good!!! Merry ChristX, tell your people you love them, cause life is only a blink away. I love yall thanks again!!! Romans 12:19King James Version (KJV) 19 Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord. Matthew 5:9 Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God. Psalms 94:12-15 12 Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) is the man whom You discipline and instruct, O Lord, and teach out of Your law, 13 That You may give him power to keep himself calm in the days of adversity, until the [inevitable] pit of corruption is dug for the wicked. 14 For the Lord will not cast off nor spurn His people, neither will He abandon His heritage. 15 For justice will return to the [uncompromisingly] righteous, and all the upright in heart will follow it.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 15:36:09 +0000