First i must say thanks to Chris, Miratif, Todd and Mr. & Mrs. Hopson for the food and fish, sausage I have received it will come in good use once radiation is over.. My Cancer At first I wasnt going to tell anyone about me having CANCER... It was hard tell my Bria and especially Karen bc of the timing Losing Gavin last year at the same time... This may get me in trouble but I held out 17 days without telling anyone... When I first heard it was CANCER I thought I was going to die the end. I smiled bc I thought God had plan this since me sent me to AK to release Balloons on the beech which was very emotional that time... And i wrote letters to my 2 LOVES and I came to peace with passing on after I cried like a baby for at least 10 more days... I truly justify dying by the things Ive done in my life and everyone is happy and n love and so Im good to go... Then the second opinion came from Kenai, Ak saying its TREATABLE but it wont be hard it be insanely tough on your throat... Well then I decided to tell family and some friends... Then when I put it on Facebook I was blown away by the LOVE yall sent back to me and my spirit... All the comments where was really powerful and overwhelming to me. Utah wow!!! Wandee song, Kim, Kathy, Michelle thank u for putting that SMILE on me face... Jeremy & Larae and those awesome kids thank U i had so much fun at the rodeo and running me around and making laugh.. My sisters Becky, Ronda, Camilla, Lorri, Candi, Lisa E, Terra, Kimmi, Amy, Ruby, Amanda, Jennifer G, Marsha and Cindy thank u for the support and kind words u ladies are BEAUTIFUL inside and out. At my lowest time Addi, Wandee, Amy W, Shelley, Larae, Michelle, Jim & Kim W, I can say its true even the little stuff matters thanks for pulling my head out I was lost and gone... Example my brother James reminded me when are mom lost her hearing she started reading lips within days... Addi thinks she knows me but anyway she sed You are strong. You are loved. You are a beautiful soul. You are a fighter. You are stubborn. You are hard headed. You have amazing will power. You are going to beat this. Foo do not think that because it is hard that it is more than you can handle. You are a SURVIVOR. You will come out a better man from this, and be able to share with the world how to make it through the tough times. You have always been afraid to let someone take care of you, but today is the day you need to stop a worrring for everyone else and let someone care for you. Youre life has been go go go, but now its time to relax, reflect, and recoperate. The world will be waiting for the day of your recovery Cindy M. just says good morning and nite each day, Sheila saying how u feeling.. I found all those small things to make me stronger and fight harder.. So plz dont stop it truly does puts a smile on this face each morning... If I forgot to mention someone in this book Im sorry but dont forget the small things uplifted me and Im a hard man to break so please keep blessing others in need with words its powerful... Megan hope your doing great sweetie... I truly LoVe U All
Posted on: Tue, 25 Nov 2014 18:52:26 +0000
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