Five years ago this morning we got the call that you were on your way to the hospital... 5 years ago today I needed to make the decision to choose what you wanted instead of choosing what I wanted which would had kept you with me a little longer... 5 years ago today I took the ring I bought you when I was 5 off your hand and knew deep down you would never wear it again.... 5 years ago today I sat by your bedside holding your hand as we just looked at each other, me memorizing everything I could and you wondering how I was going to make it without you and telling me with your eyes how much you loved me... 5 years ago today I heard your voice for the last time tell me how much you loved me and how proud you were of me.... 5 years ago today I bought you a cheeseburger I knew you would never eat but sent Dayton to get because you wanted it..... 5 years ago today I kissed you goodbye and went home praying I would be able to see you in the morning because the doctor said you would pull through... why did I leave???... 5 years ago today my life changed with the phone call 4 hours after we left you, that you were gone... 5 years ago today I set beside your peaceful face and stared, unable to think, unable to cry and wondered how I was ever going to be able to go on without you.... Most days I dont do a very good job of it.... 5 years ago today I lost my best friend... my world... my everything.... my momma... I have wandered around these past 5 years feeling like I half myself and knowing that no matter much a try I will never get over losing you.... I love you so much Mom and miss you beyond any words could explain.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Dec 2014 13:59:49 +0000
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