Flow..... My friend said I think too much, I should flow . But can I flow any more??? I am far from my country and stay alone with no familiar friend in small town. I work alone here and I feel no people understand me.... My parents are enough old and start to get serious ill. My sister also lives in abroad, so that after my parents passed away, I really no place to go back.... I like meditation, I keep it for long time, and I thought I can meditate better... But actually I just escape for meditation. Because meditation is also flow, but I became more and more harden. I can sit long long time. But my mind is still cold like ice. My body is also cool and no flexibility. Should I flow any more, or should I cling something not to flow any more? But......... Sooner or later, I must face it...... face my alone alone is not lonely, and we can not get real freedom without accept our alone. I have responsibility for my self I must release my mind and bodies from my own bondage. Can I flow.... Who know?
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 09:10:53 +0000
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