Folks, I need to tell you about a decision I made today. Its going to be hard, especially after my brother Randys post a while ago. And Randy I want you to know how much I love you and appreciate you. After being sick for two weeks almost constantly, I went to the doctor today, oncologist, so weak and hurting so bad I could hardly stand it. Randy build me up so wonderfully. I hope you dont think I chickened out. But anyway its not only the cancer thats got me down, I have had a bad heart for years ejection fraction is 15% and thats Not good. So after talking with the staff I made this decision. I am giving up on the cancer, no more chemo, so which ever gets me first, gets me first. I love my family, my brothers and sisters, more than life itself, my Spiritual family as well. This decision was discussed long ago when all this started. I know what Randy is talkin about, I am the same way, I am very emotional and have trouble talking about these things. especially since all this cancer thing started. Well to make a long story short, Im giving up on the cancer, will still take the heart meds. I still need your thoughts and prayers. Love you all folks and pray for Gods blessings for each of you
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 23:57:23 +0000