For about 24 years now I have been having an argument in my head - TopicsExpress



          

For about 24 years now I have been having an argument in my head and still to this day I have not solved it. Is it selfish of ME to be angry that my daddy and my brother committed suicide ? Or should I be understanding and realize they were miserable at that moment ? Should I be angry my daddy never could walk me down the isle like he is supposed to do some day? Or hold my kids his grand kids in his arms? Should I be angry my brother who was supposed to be my daughters god father left us before that special day? Heck Yeah Im angry! Every day Im angry! I also have to keep telling myself this is what they wanted . Does it make me feel better? Maybe for a second . Gosh I see so many people arguing right now about who is the selfish one. I still dont know the answer . I just wish more people would get help for their sickness , depression before it gets to this point. Im so so sad and mad about Robin Williams. Rest in peace funny man. Say hi to my daddy and my brother.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 03:10:48 +0000

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