For me, music therapy is better than any medication to get me back on track. Yesterday I lost focus and could not concentrate on anything. I had no pain, in fact, I had no feelings at all. I entered into that void that is becoming all to familial with me and once again I was lost within myself. It wasn’t like I was dizzy but rather a very confused state where I was unable to think for myself. Time stands still and you are unaware of any activity around you. You try to focus on something but you can’t. You just get a blank look because you are trapped in that void. I can’t understand why everyone around me is in a panic because I don’t feel anything. They look worried but I can not understand why. When you enter that void, there is no pain just plain emptiness. I don’t know how to avoid these “spells” but music reduces the stress and calms me down. I listen to relaxing music but it doesn’t eliminate the length or the intensity of these voids. What it does do is help me control it.
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 13:27:47 +0000
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