For once in my life, I feel vulnerable. I feel scared and lost. I am not shy to admit as much as I remain positive in my ambitions and goals I still am human. I break and fall. I have never had a moment when I didnt have an answer but today I am speechless towards myself and my thoughts. I cry when its too much to handle and I am not ashame to admit men dont cry. I do. In the last 15 years especially I have broken to bits and today I express as much as I have been tested and been pushed to my breaking limits, I will prevail much higher. I am tired to the point I cant sleep but I dont stop dreaming. For those who think I am the only Child to my parents then here is a thought for you all, my folks I am so proud of them, they never ever spoilt me. They love to bits even when I am not the best, but they never made my path easy cos they thought me only one very important lesson and that is to survive after they are gone. They are my everything, I have no one but them and someday they have to leave, a very integral part of me will be in ashes after they are gone. I have made it this far, with their love and persisitance that I can do it without them, I have made it on my own without being a burden to them, they have helped when I fell but showed me how to earn back love and trust. Today I share with you all, I am who I am, I do what I do best, I earn on my merits and I live for my dearest two loves... I only know one thing. Out there if I have ever hurt anyone of you then I will take this moment to apologies with head down. I have no shame to apologize where I was wrong cos due to my mistakes I learnt from you for which I thank you too for teaching me in life. I have gained a lot and cherish the memories I gained. I look back today and smile. In my journey of 35 years today I feel incomplete but very complete for the 35 years I crossed. I have to now complete the balance before I depart and make my parents proud. This thought is not to gain sympathy or admiration but to share with you that I am a man who can own my flaws and faults but also rise from the ashes of 35 years to journey greater heights. God bless each one of you. My love to all of you in making me who I am. My gratitude to each and I am by each greater then me. I thank each who has read this post. Love V.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 19:05:17 +0000
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