For over 2 and a half years now, Ive done what many said Id never be able to do and stay clean. After 20 years of drug abuse, I can understand why they doubted me, but laugh when they never know that gave me the fuel I needed to leave it all behind. Now, after all this time, today is the last day Ill be able to say that Im clean for a while. Tomorrow, Im having surgery that will require me to imbibe pain killers... Im telling everyone this, so in a round about way, it keeps myself in check and people keep me accountable, because I know that old demon is gonna snap his eyes open and is gonna wanna finish what he started so long ago and Id be an idiot to not be scared to death. Ive worked my ass off to reclaim my life and am now surrounded by entirely too many people who love me to have some God forsaken pills ruin my life again and all those lives whove come to depend on me. So, like the old Chili Peppers song says, If you see me gettin high, knock me down, Im not livin a lie. As always, ladies and gents, boys and girls, push hard. JCM
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 11:29:48 +0000
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