For some reason God keeps testing me on my anger issues. I am so much better than 10 yrs ago, I really let most things roll off my shoulders and step away, the last couple years now have had 3 people really test me, one is taken care of will always be a presence and I have no clue if I could control myself if I did see again, one I took my oldest son to make sure point got across without me losing it, new one needs to be finding herself a bit, it has to because this said person is mentally hurting people I care about, and using my name when they should not be, teenage days I would probably already dropped her, my twenties I would of already grabbed the keys and been at her house, now uhumm later 30 ish I have said my peace but over dinner I can not believe I told my husband to speak my peace for me....WTH lol....as that sat in my head I decided no I still take care of my dealings, so peace spoken God can only help it get through her head....though I am still doing all I can not to walk out the door...but then you ask is it really worth it. Words work just as well. .......Yes I vent sometimes lol I am normal :D now to enjoy this cooler night (oh a good night of sleep to come) enjoy a movie with hubby and girls and look forward to a beautiful weather of being outside tomorrow :)
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 23:57:53 +0000
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