For the first time in 7 years, after 542 million post, I am directly addressing some one. Please be patient and respectful or else you will be deleted... From all forums I cant hide my heart, that does no one good. I choose to be who I pray my children will be even when its scary. Even when its hard. Vanessa Young I always thought of you and smiled. As elementary school kids, I knew of a few of your struggles with your family growing up. I often prayed for you and admired your strength when we rode the bus together. I was intrigued at what I saw as your conviction and dedication to what you believed was right, no matter how different it was from the norm. As we became teenagers and life changed more for you I thought you handled things with such grace and I tried to learn from you. You went off into the world and became apart of so many new things. I was proud and excited for you. I was always genuine. When you came in for the benefit, It truly touched my heart. So with that being said & With so many years of respect for you, when you attacked my character, accused me of only taking from others on an hourly bases with giving nothing in return, and being belittling as though I am so self centered I take no consideration of others and the power of my words, it cut me to the bone. I held you in high regard, obviously that was a mistake. If you had half the class or care of true concern for me and my well being you would have reached out to me in a PM expressing you noticed a down turn from what you expected from my post, instead of Pouncing on me and calling me out in an open forum. And the whole treating ppl like shit(your pic you initialed me in) was when I lost all respect for you. I realized that you were just being a bully. Trying to feel big by taking some one down a notch. Your words had power! Your words made me search my actions, heart, & my soul. I came back up with the realization This is about you. See, I know where I stand at this moment in my life. I am broken. I am weak. I am vulnerable. And I am ok with this. I am healing. I am rebuilding. I am learning. I choose to surround myself with loving ppl. Now I hope that this makes you realize your power and you do some looking into your depth and a little honest soul searching. I hope you choose to use your power for good. - And with that I bid you adieu
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 16:42:13 +0000
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