For the (unrelated) record, and almost certainly a meaningless record, I should like to point out that my views and beliefs have changed over time. Selfish and wrong though it is, I would prefer that I was judged not by that which I left behind me, but by that which I strived to become, and by the choices I made by leaving things behind at all. However, knowing as I do how much I deserve to suffer, even in death—whenever it decides to eventually take me—I recognize that it is necessary I be judged by the worst of what I ever was, am, or may ever become, and not by any false sort of growth I might have experienced in my lifetime. I was. I am. I will always be. A monster and abomination. Subhuman.
Posted on: Sun, 25 Jan 2015 12:15:33 +0000
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