For those that dont know: This is what chemo is like. Constant puking, sweating and burning up with a fever while your teeth chatter because you are also cold, where light somehow burns through your eyelids and scalds your brain. Your arms and legs tingle and you have to take benedryl around the clock or you WILL break out in hives. Your skin crawls as if it covered in ants, theres handfuls of pills every few hours, your face in a bucket or pot so you can stay off the bathroom floor. Every bone hurts as your marrow is suppressed, every muscle aches and loudly objects, and there is nothing you can do except....... suffer and pray to the ceiling that the 27 pills you just took will kick in soon and youll be able to stop shaking enough to be able to rest. So, for those that watch shows like The Red Band Society and dont realize how much it sucks to be chronically sick, believe me. It sucks. Right now Im pretty much wishing I would just die. Im that miserable, that sick. Thanks to my boys for taking care of me.
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 20:15:15 +0000
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