Four months ago, if you asked me about making time for myself I would tell you I cant because I have to do this and that and all of that lol, or the sarcasm quote I aint got time fah dat! I loved life and everything about it. I loved people and dancing along my friends & family for cures. I loved being busy, full of life and a full schedule that I forgot about ME and following my own advice on staying healthy and resting well. Now I look back at a dream Ive had for so long in the health and fitness world, wanting a better world, Ive realized that I was always on the go and my demands to myself, was like I was never happy with how much I wanted to give and how much I wanted to make people smile and happy all the time. I realized that everyone was first and I neglected myself. The thing is, I am not at all having regrets, it is a lesson that had to be taught to me this way, a lesson not just to myself, but to all of us have to learn. We must sit back and let ourselves breathe and enjoy the sunset too. My dream will still live I have a chance to still keep it going.I know I wrote loved but I still do. Yesterday I cried for the first time when reality hit me. I had to allow myself to be frustrated and angry at everything. I couldnt hold it back. I didnt want to talk to anyone but yes, yesterday was the first time I allowed myself to cry about both my illnesses. I am human and I think it was a reminder to myself I am. I needed to cry and scream angrily. It wasnt pity, it was me getting out of denial. And then ......... There is a moment you realize God had greater plans for you that don’t involve crying at night or screaming angrily at the world. That same moment I or we have to remind ourselves, only ignorant people walk away from greatness. The moment when You KNOW to never give up, even when you think you should. So thank you everyone for a great reminder, that hope is precious, and you’re right not to give up. No. Dont give up hope just yet. Its the last thing to go. When you have lost hope, you have lost everything. And when you think all is lost, when all is dire and bleak, there is always hope. OneLove 💛💙💜💚❤️
Posted on: Wed, 09 Jul 2014 17:16:27 +0000
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